Well, not really.
God, I actually do dread the weekends now. What a sad little girl I have turned out to be. Everyone has a job! And Im stuck in my house with nothing to do!! Here is a typical Saturday in the life of ash:
07.00 - 8.00 Wake up. This is usually because Vikki has to leave to cathch a bus at stupid o'clock, and I too have to get home before my parents moan at never seeing me. Grr 6 hours sleep isnt good for me. However I awoke to the comfort of my own room this morning as was out late last night attending THE 'C' FACTOR event. Pretty good. Then went to visit my Aunty Angie and Uncle Crispy. Gawd I love those guys. This therefore left no time for me to visit Tinkerbell, although a considerable amount was spent on the phone compensating for my lack of social skills.
8.00-11.00 Either walk home from Mid Calder or get a lift. Its getting way to cold to walk now so yeh, a lift is always nice. Yesterday this period was spent on moaping around the house bored out of my skull. TV, MSN, DVD'S, CD'S and guitar usually fill this gap. Oh and food. But then I feel sick and disgusted in myself, so I swiftly move on to...
11.00-13.00 ...Getting ready. Which involves me talking a l-o-n-g shower, messing with my hair and putting on some war paint. Or a lot. Whatever. Leave me be. This may take longer depending on any distractions which may come my way, includung a Buffy episode I just HAVE to see or an eppisode of Ellen which I do not recall viewing previously.
13.00-17.00 Involves some motivation. I usually play a lot during this time, and write some stuff if I feel inspired. Texting is also a majour theme here. I like to communicate with people whom are busy working. You know, to let them know I am thinking about them. See! I do care! Haha, silly billies. Today however was very different. I got a lift down to the centre (I am actually quite ashamed as to how dependant I am on my parents) to hand in a job app. for Donnay. Oh yes. I find it so ignorant that companies just decide to ignore requests for positions though. I mean, I took the time to write like 10 letters, some with app's and everything! But no, no response required apparently. Thats pretty rude, in my oppinion. *crosses fingers for this one*
17.00-19.00 Make use of the computer. Yups, so thats what Im doing now. Hehe I feel like Hugh Grant in 'About A Boy', you know, when he's talking about time units and stuff. I do feel very much like an island today, maybe Ibiza too. So yes, I will mess about on here for the nest while, thinking about homework that I should have completed days ago but still cant find the motivation to do so. Acht it's nearly the holidays. I'll sort all school related things out then.
19.00 Re-apply war paint and attemt to tame the creature that has been living on top of my head for the past like 16 years, or for however long I have had hair. Get dad to run me to Mid Calder on time for Vikki coming home from work, although first make a de-tour to the little shop to purchase some chocolate and gum. Yups. Nice combo there, ash.
19.30-22.00 Pretty much just mess about. Watch TV and the like.........
22.00-22.30 Get back home, tidy room, light a few scented things, get bag backed for school the following day, get into jammies :D You get the point.
22.30 Onwards: Fall asleep!
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Thats me pretty much done there, then. Yes, I am an extremely dull person, but I guess I am happy. One more thing, can I just say, Alice, I have a car the same colour as your top!! Hehehe. Oh how I love that woman. But getting to the point, I am sorry for being an annoying fuck ass last night. I dont know why I get like that. I know I should just sit and shut up like everyone else, and dont know why I dont. So I appologise for that. I am sorry. For everything. And I know you are going to say, 'For what?', blah blah, but if you think about it, you know what I mean, ok? I love you. I am trying. I love you.
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as per usual
energetic
sick
good